I have kinda good news. I am starting to feel a little bit better because of a few special people... I just want to point them out to you guys cause they are really kind and are thoughtful enough to comment on my "Sorry" journal and make me smile a little bit that day :').
First of all,

is my bestest friend in the world and i know her in real life. Everyday i felt sad or depressed she'd help me through it, alot. Even though we only have one period/class/45 minutes to spend with each other everyday. Haha well thank you again so much Ally, you are forever be my bestest friend i will EVER HAVE!!!
Secondly,

wrote this GIANT comment which i do not remember by heart, so thank you sooo much initials-mc you really warmed my heart with your kind words ^^!
Finally,

i found out that she is just an amazing artist but a true and kind person who has enough dignity to come talk to a rookie like me and (what she quoted as) make me smile a little that day. Both of us knew that we never really talked, maybe we never did period. But it was just awesome to hear from an inspirer of mine come and make me feel great inside. Thank you so much Blazerona you are truly and legitly AWESOME!!!!!